mamamia!!

today

yes today.. tonight

i went to watch mamamia!.. ahaha.. and i tell u.. it is so so so funy.. ahaha.. i died laughing.. not coz like it;s a comedy but it;s just so so cheezy.. like to the max please.. cheezy with a capital C.. ahahahahaa.. if i had and bulu they will chang till all drop out!

anyways.. uni has started!.. and wow it is so exiting.. lolz.. this sems units are so much more exiting than the last semester;s but then like.. yea.. need to stop sleeping in class.. haha..

topic change!

on a more serious matter. this holiday have been great on me. i felt like i have been able to be closer and more on fire for god.. with that comes a feeling i cant really explain. many new challenges come. there is just so many things to do after uni starts that sometimes i just forget. but yes.. need to get back.. YA MAN!!..

chris out...

if you just realized what i just realized.

At long last!

after many years.. chris goh the first.. decides to update his blog.. keke. oh gosh it has been a long time..

so wat to write.. hmm.. hols have been fun.. and a bit long.. keke.. had parents over for the first month.. and yea.. mr raj takar( my sis's bf officially moved in). hmm.. enuf said abt that.. besides that, lots of fun with parents around. keke.. cook for me clean for me.. and get new bed sheets.. i have like an african safari bedsheet now.. like.. what the hell?!(sara style)

topic change
it;s the start of the second week of orientation. haha.. again. chris has to face the challenge of approaching random people to tell them abt passion..and hopefully tell them the good news.. keke.. yes it;s all good.. keke.. met a few cool people. rejected many times. feels funny when u try to approach some1 and that some1 runs away.. runs!!.. keke.. but it;s all good.. all for god!.. amen?

end of post.. keke.. until i think of something to write..


love is a funny thing isn't it?.. heart itchy.. keke.. sorry for the randomness

birthday boy!!

to my true friend,
mr jing wen,
the poser,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!..
what more can be said about this man..
someone always there.

20 years old d!
have to stop playing with "toy cars".*winks*
keke..
my pressie will arrive shortly.. sorry.
may u live another year
of your life
filled with joys, laughter

no matter where you are or where ever you will be
know that u're always in my heart..
keke.. happy birthday old man..

anger

wat does a man do with anger?..
a modern man is trained to be a woman..
they are trained to hide it all inside..
just like me..
when will the day come when i can properly express anger?
when will the day come when i can stand my own ground..

.......

if u dont want me to care
.. fine.. i wont... ok?...
no need to come at me with beautiful words such as we need u to help keep this promise..
bull shit ok?..
u dont even take into account wat i say
i tried..
u guys dont want?.. fine..
i'll go be "immature"
.. i'll go be the one that "will never understand"
.. okkk????..
i wish u all the best.. honestly..

it;s decided.. i'm leaving...

my place of peace..

here comes a random post..

lately i've been thinking about myself a lot and i found out two main places that i can just really be at peace and just relax and get my mind of things.

1st: in the forrest/jungle?.. on a bike.. or even just trekking.. i feel so at peace

2nd: at any clear night looking at the stars..

it;s like almost 1 am now.. and i just suddenly thought of it. becoz of like.. exams and all. been feeling v stressed.. and i find that when i am either looking through the forest and gazing up at the stars i can really be at peace and forget all me problems for a while..

i think maybe it;s just the beauty of these two places. i just think to myself.. how beautiful these things are on earth that i can just stop and like.. "oh yeah.... thats awesome".. and then i think that if god can make these things on earth.. what will it be like in heaven?.. it'll just blow my socks off man.. last week pastor emanuel preached at UWA service. this here is a pastor that died.. "sorry i missed that wat did u say??".. yes.. he died and and rose from the dead.. and spent 7 earth days in heaven.. and oh my.. streets of gold.. guitars of gold.. drums with angel;s wings.. and i thouht some dots in the skies and a few logs of wood was awesome..

it's.. just.. just.. man.. wat are the words to describe it??.. how could he ??.. how did he??.. "awesome".... *goes to sleep*..

eye to eye

if we listen to each other's hearts,
we'll find we;re never too far apart,
and maybe love is the reason why,
for the first time ever,
we're seeing it eye to eye

lalalala..


goofy movie babeh!!..