Monday, April 28, 2008

sighs

it really saddens me. to see then when people grow up.. there is no more "together" within siblings. no more "ours". no more "let us". it's just you and me. yours and mine, and both have nothing to do with each other anymore

is this what growing up really is??
if it is then i never want to grow up.....

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ON FIRE!!!!

just came back from the passion retreat and i feel so on fire now i have to write it out. haha.. it was such a good experience for me. this ain;t just coz i had so much fun with frens, but also that i could grow closer to god. the feeling is amazing and i don;t want to let this flame die out.

few days before camp started got a call from a leader saying i am a group leader in the camp. wah liew, i was like so. no way man please.(for those who know me sure know i am not much of a leader) anyway i still said yes. had that feeling that i wanted to try. i never done word before my entire life so it was quite a challenge. but i had help from other cell leaders in my group. thank god for them. lolz. i learnt a lot from it. felt like it opened a new area of my life to explore. and the best thing was that one of my group members was actually saved. that feeling is just like. AWESOME. to have someone from your group be saved.

mega praise!!.. woohoo.. it;s an entire night of praising god. and woohhhmy goodness.. was it spectacular. all the jumpin and praising. and it ain't just about that. it was like.. i could see him.. standing in front, at the back, at the sides, with us looking at us and smilling.. oh mien.. felt so good

shooting stars!!oh mans.. keke.. as with the previous post i said at that place we could see shooting stars like every night. on the first night we went and my cellies saw!.. and i missed it. i joined them later and didn't get to see any when they saw 2 already.. sad sad.. was quite dissappointed the first day.. but then.. the skies was clear and stars were all over.. so .. not hta dissappointed also lar.. very nice.. keke. and on the second day!. keke. our cell went to the beach again and this time it was so windy the sand kept flying into our eyes. so we eventually left.. but i stayed on a while longer.. and boy.. it was well worth it.. before returning i say this line in the sky. with a shinny head.. just flew pass for like.. less than half a second and was gone.. i was like.. wow...

all in all.. camp was just so amazing.. best camp i ever went. not to say it ranked the best and all but it;s the one i recieved the most from. the people, the word, the worship, the praise, the prayer, the presence. there is no word to describe. no word.. wats important now is to keep that fire burning in all of us.. once on fire!!.. always on fire!!..

Saturday, April 12, 2008

STARS

haha.. after so long. i finally decided to start blogging again.. again.. keke.. anyways.. why so sudden u might ask.. because i think that this week and today especially is a very very good day.. just feels really nice.. for one: i did all my work!.. haha.. i never felt so satisfied before.. got 2 labs one test and one assignment due today and even though i was a bit packed and stress between this week, it was all worth it just to feel this satisfaction

anyways.. stars!!.. cell today was like so fun lar.. keke.. whole cell had a go at sushi rolling.. that was great.. on the way back, su ern message me to say that she say a shooting star!!.. oh my gosh lar!. that is like. so cool. most people would go through their entire life not being able to have that chance.. keke.. anyways.. talking about shooting stars, i went out of my house, turned off the lights and looked up at the sky.. i tell u this.. it was just spectacularly super beautiful. i always liked stars. and on this particular day the sky was filed with them. there is just that nice peaceful feeling i get when i stare up at the stars. just a nice feeling.. *you might never know who may be looking at the same star u were looking at*. some more in cell they were talking about going to kalamunda to look at stars.. aiz.. so nice.. only god could have thought of something so beautiful.. ekeke.. hope the next weeks continue to be this pleasant