beach!!..

The Bench Union

haha.. dont worry.. i haven't forgotten these people. The Bench Union consist of 3 very special B.U.Ms(bench union members). each with their unique personality, they are..*drum rolls* the cute, the hot and the pretty. lolz..there is a man amongst these. The story of how this group came about was in a class room, on a bench, and these 3 people who trust each other. The rules are simple. What is said on the bench remains in the bench. lolz. everyone say "oooo"..the mystery...i just watch and laugh most of the time..lolz..haha.. These are the funniest people to be around.. lolz.. there is hardly a time around them not filled with laughter. Some may be cold. but thats what make them special. ladies and gentleman.. the moment we've all been waiting for..

THE BENCH UNION!!

THE 3 B.U.M.MERS
Khang Wee, Su ern, and Esther
the cutest, the prettiest, and the hottest..
..or so they call themselves..lolz

thanks for making my life exiting and filled with laughter. god bless.. wherever u guys may be next year.. i pray u will suceed.. HIDUP B.U.M!!!

friendship

on the last week of hanging out with everyone from vickory house and the canning mews. The so talented Yii Zhu and Jasper made videos showing the events from the start till the end of the year. it's really touching to see the power of friendship to just grow into something so big. the laughters and smiles.. to the tears. now everyone has left. and it's really hard to say goodbye. some for 3 months, some for much much longer. i only started to hang out with the vickory gang only towards the end of the year. and i can imagine what it's like for them to part today.. in just one blink of an eye everyone goes their own ways. I pray that this is not the end for some Friendships. sobs.. dunno wat to say la.. very sad everyone left already.. i hope that one day, everyone of us can gather again to talk and chat..


Good friends such as these are hard to come by.. so...THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS

GOODBYE AND GOOD LUCK .. all of you will be remembered and cherished in my heart..god bless..!!.

the mewians

yoyo.... sorry wilson.. i forgot about the mewians!!!.. connecting to my last post, the mewians also help me a lot... wilson is there to always fantasize abt music with me(he's like awesome only his strat). and he helps he out with a lot of the problems i have with my studies.. leon for the dream theater stuff.. lolz.. leo for all the laughs.. lolz.. it;s been really fun.. i hope u guys will still be in perth next year.. i wish that we can all get together for jam sessions often.. lolz.. for all ye who dont know.. all mewians are like.. musicians.. lol.. how cool is that??..

to all u guys.. thanks for just being my friends.. without u guys..my life in perth wouldn't be that exiting and fun anymore.. tytytyty..


and thanks for the ds-1.. lolz.. it sounds awesome!!!

bleh..

haiz.. time passing so fast eh.. a little over 2 weeks and i wont be seeing a few of my friends already.. all of you leaving next year. i wish you all the best and wish that the friendship born from this year will not go to waste.. ^^.. and to those who are staying.. psst*whispers*:.. u guys good la.. unlike "those people" who wan go away far far. sorry just kidding.. keke..

hmm.. who am i kidding. i'm not even sure if i will be able to come back here next year. just hope and pray that i will do good enough to at least stay here.. after today's chem test i'm not too sure anymore.. sighs..so much for chemical engineering.. i hope that this weekend will be a productive one.. still cant really believe that college life is about to end. dunno what to do if i don't make it.. work?.. as what?.. hm.. try again?.. hm.. i don't know.. thinking about it hurts enough already. Frankly,if i could, i would most love to play guitar for a living.. lolz.. chris emmanuel.. sighs.. unfortunately i cant. just not good enough.. i'm just a below average player.. like my studies.. haih.. everything also below average.. sighs...

i just wanna get away from it all..........

another one for the vickerians

to all ye vickerians.. thanks for making today such a happy day. it's nice to always hang out with you guys and all the laughing. i neo i laugh really loud.. keke.. i wish that i had known you guys earlier in the year.. then i wouldn't miss out on all the fun. and thanks again to jasper for having me introduced to all your friends.. if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have met all these exiting and happening people.. so thanks again vickerians for making this time that i've known you so special even though it was short.. sobs.. keke.. wish you all the best in exams.. hope most of you guys will still be in perth next year.. ciaoz..

freeride..

this... this... i wish.. i..

the past 18 years

well.. the past 18 years of my life ain;t very interesting.. things just got better when i came here in 2006. Back in the ulu town of sungai petani, nth happens.. birthdays are spent with aunties and uncles and neighbors(oh gosh i sound like a dork). anyways, it;s not that they aren't special. but they're just yeah.. the same every year..with the exception of my parents.. but this year was different.. i would like to dedicate a very special thank you to all the VICKERIANS and MEWIANS??(canning mews people) who, even on the eve of doom( the WAUFP), have made this 30th of October one of the most memorable nights in my life.. the cake.. the laughter.. and poor ol' jun gettin bullied by beaten(literally) by everyone else.. lolz.. was fun to see(...no offense jun...). hehe...ty ty ty..

and especially Jasper. this guy.. i tell u.. this guy.. huh.. ask me so direct about my birthday present i still dunno..so sneaky man.. he got me a custom hand made bicycle helmet.. hehe.. knowing i love bikes.. to think that he would actually personally make an ambigram of my name.. stick and spray and .. it's just wow.. first time receive something like this lor..cannot stand.. lolz.. ty ty ty ty



pictures and all will come later.. lolz
didnt take from them yet.. hehe

tytytytytyty

parents..

i am so thankful to have such wonderfull parents.. my dad called me today to ask my results and to check up on things.. and yea.. bout the results.. told him i only passed two out of my 5 subjects and guess what he says?.. he says the thing he always says with that tone that has a hint of disappointment and tells me that there will be the next one to come. and he did this for every exam that comes along.. and i just keep failing and failing and failing.. i can imagine how disappointed he is to see the results that comes through the mail each time. i feel like i do not deserve any of love i receive from my family..the only thing i return to them are fails.. i wish i could just go back in time and change myself.. maybe then i wouldn't be the dumbest goh around.. sighs.. i dont wanna disappoint anymore.

.........

What do i do when all hope is lost?
Do i still try to fool myself into believing that there is still a chance?
Do i hang on when i should just let go of this lost cause?

i just wanna walk out that door
go somewhere, do something,
Nothing seems worth it anymore,
all hope is gone,

i mean.. all whom i love and adore
what will they see after the sad end?
who will i be after the very end?

...

first tag in my life

Seven things to be done before my death:
1. Ensure my ticket into heaven.. ^^
2. Meet the girl of my dreams.
3. Make my parents proud by graduating UNI.
4. write songs!! for my friends and loved ones
5. Have a few nice cars in a nice cozy house(nice not meaning big)
6. Going cycling in one of the most beautiful mountains on earth
7. Live a happy meaningful life b4 i leave this world with no regrets

Seven things that i will not do even if it kills me:
1. commit suicide... lolz.. erm..
2. Eating anything that isn't dead
3. Do drugs or any things from that category(smoking etc.)
4. Hit women
5. Pierce any part of my body
6. Get a tattoo
7. kiss a man.. like.. "kiss".. oh no never.. >.<

Seven things I do when I'm away from the public:
1. "Gold" digging(nose)
2. Walk around half naked..
3. Run around half naked.( oh it;s just a horrible scene )
4. Play the guitar without my fingers shivering
5. Wear female clothing.. er..
6. Think and Imagine the past and future and how i wish i could change them
7. truly relax..and let go of my seroundings

Seven fav sentences/quotes:
1. Super geng to the max .. please
2. What the??
3. I'm sorry i tried
4. Fuyoh!!!
5. Wahlieweh
6. Sien man!!
7. dude...

Seven favourite songs from all time:
1. Antonella's birthday- tommy emmanuel
2. If you get there before i do - collin raye
3. Classical gas- many people play this song.. eric clapton/ tommy emmanuel
4. Hosanna - Hillsongs
5. Wu ding - jay chou feat landy wen( i dont even know what this song means.. but it sounds nice)
6. Santana feat. chad kroeger - into the night
7. many many others..

Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did:
1. Betrayed by a good friend
2. Being the boss of my life
3. Ignore me
4. Left me hanging when i needed someone
5. Good friends stealing from me
6. Being used and manipulated
7. Break my heart

Seven people to tag:
1. Pawleen @ http://silenceisloud.blogspot.com
2. Che che @ http://lavender-girl.blogspot.com/
3. Annabelle @ http://annachuu.blogspot.com/
4. Anna @ http://anna-lim.blogspot.com/
5. leonel @ http://leonelcheong.blogspot.com/
6. sadly i dont know anyone else with a blog that i can tag

The End of the Old and the Begining of a New.... HAIR!!

Wahaha... EXAMS OUT!!!!.. haha.. the last paper is today.. but then we have another one after 2 or 3 weeks.. wahaha.. it doesn;t matter. it's the end of the semester 2 exams and it;s holiday time.. haha.. and we're going to rodness.. and i;m going mtbing again tomorrow.. wahaha.. happy happy happy.. and to top it up.. i got me a new hair.. haha..

(yes i know i need to work on the face and the size.. lolz.. but the hair's a start..)

HAHA.. RATE.. 1-10 when leaving comment

...From the side...

...From the back...
...From the front...

2 down 3 to go!!!

done calc today.. haha.... 2 down 3 to go!!!.. so lookin forward to the end of exams.. beach and biking and rodness!!! here i come.. but first..

zzzzzz... exams... zzzz..

friends

who are my friends? They are the people who are there whenever i feel lonely, sad or depressed. They are people who are there when i'm happy, high(i mean like high with sugar kind of high). and i dont have too many of them. sadly.. Most of the people i know i just "know". hmm.. makes me think how i should have applied for vickory house when i came here. That place just seems so happening, with lots of love and fun going around.

i was in homestay for a year staying with almost 10 different people in that period of time. Then, this year i moved out to live with my sister. which is the only i see every time i come back from school.

it's really hard for me to find people i can talk to. well.. cause i am not a very exiting person to talk to. I just freeze up every time a topic in a conversation ends. Guess that don't make me an interesting person to be with either. it's when browse through my phonebook when i'm sad and wont know who to call at the end of the list..

in my one and a half years at canning college. there are only few people that i feel i can really call my "friends"..so... thank you to all those who are my friends or would consider me as your friend. to all vickerians, canning college people and zion people, you will be cherished. especially Jasper, who has truly been there when i'm laughing and when i'm blue.. special thanks to you for what u have done for me.. they will never be forgotten..

people come and go, but friendships, they stay eternal.. to me..

motivation... come!!

Half of the holidays have gone. And what have i achieved?.. half a page of my applicable notes *sighs*.. i just feel so demotivated.. i just feel so in the holiday mood. and the exams have to just be in our holidays .. and after that is the foundation exams.. what to do??. argh.. what to do??... huhu... i just wanna ... i just want.. grr... *collapses*

The walls in our lives

this song,walls , was written by Tommy Emanuel with his fiancee Elizabeth Watkins

it really tells of the chains of pride, fear, that we sometimes put on ourselves to tie us down, and how we should break free in order to achieve our dreams, our desires,...love..

walls - Tommy Emanuel

Some walls are made of stone
Some walls we build our own
Some walls stand for years
Some wash away with tears

some walls are line with gold where
some hearts stay safe and cold
some walls are made of doubt
holding in and keeping out

if there's any hope for love at all
some walls must fall

some walls are built on pride
some keep the child inside
some walls are built in fear that
love let go will disappear

if there's any hope for love at all
some walls must fall

how will you ever know what might be found
until you let the walls come tumbling down

if there's any hope for love at all
some walls must fall

PARTAE!!!....

haha.. sowy it took so long to post this.. keke.. last day of school!!.. and it was ELACS.. the best subject to celebrate the end of term 3 with.. wo hoo!.. went out with a bang.. lol.. it was the bom man.. songs.. games.. photos.. okok.. now let these photos do the talking..

ELACS class.. Jan Vines... one of the best elacs teachers out there

me and Pawleen.. kawai..

me and me good buddy jas jas(camwhore)..

paw paw on the guitar.. she played hero-enrique ingleseas(jasper sang)lol
super geng..

..people started pouring in when the music started to play..

jun and khang wee clappin to da music

me and jan.. did i mention she was the best ELACS teacher?.. keke..

another 3 leng luis.. keke.. yii zhu, pauline, kar wei.. lol..

3 leng luis..(juwina, yi xiu, yi zhu)

here's yi xiu and frankie.. lol.. ahem ahem..

dilemas... why??

should i?... maybe i shouldn't... but what if??


mixed emotions.. afraid of taking the next step.. what if it is not returned the same way it was given??.. sighs

what he would do for us..

i got this off a friend.. really touching story.
to what extent will god go for us, his children?...watch...

..and get your tissue boxes ready.. sobs.. huhu...

sigh

am i jealous?.. but why?...

sighs...

say what??

i came across this while i was doing my oral for interesting facts about nuclear energy.. lol.. although this has completely nothing to do with it..haha.. enjoy..

40 Interesting Facts

1. California has issued at least 6 drivers licenses to people named Jesus Christ.

2. Kangaroos can not walk backwards.

3. 'Jedi' is an official religion, with over 70,000 followers, in Australia.

4. According to a recent survey, more than half of British adults have had sex in a public place!

5. Most alcoholic beverages contain all 13 minerals necessary to sustain human life.

6. Nachos is the food most craved by pregnant women.

7. Each year, 24,000 Americans are bitten by rats!

8. Most dreams last only 5 to 20 minutes.

9. The hair of an adult man or woman can stretch 25 percent of its length without breaking.

10. On average, the life span of an American dollar bill is eighteen months.

11. Non-dairy creamer is flammable.

12. The first domain name ever registered was Symbolics.com.

13. Americans collectively eat one hundred pounds of chocolate every second.

14. U.S. President Calvin Coolidge liked to eat breakfast while having his head rubbed with Vaseline.

15. When a giraffe's baby is born it falls from a height of six feet, normally without being hurt.

16. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

17. The creator of the NIKE Swoosh symbol was paid only $35 for the design.

18. How does a shark find fish? It can hear their hearts beating.

19. Penguins can convert salt water into fresh water.

20. In ten minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all the world's nuclear weapons combined!

21. The IRS employees tax manual has instructions for collecting taxes after a nuclear war.

22. During WWII, because a lot of players were called to duty, the Pittsburgh Steelers and Philadelphia Eagles combined to become The Steagles.

23. Nearly 22,000 checks will be deducted from the wrong account over the next hour.

24. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call.

25. There are more fatal car accidents in July than any other month.

26. There are more bacteria in your mouth than there are people in the world.

27. More than 2 million documents will be lost by the IRS this year.

28. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.

29. Washington, D.C. has one lawyer for every 19 residents!

30. Avocados have more protein than any other fruit.

31. The average car produces a pound of pollution every 25 miles!

32. Cranberries are sorted for ripeness by bouncing them; a fully ripened cranberry can be dribbled like a basketball.

33. In 1980, a Las Vegas hospital suspended workers for betting on when patients would die!

34. The most powerful electric eel is found in the rivers of Brazil, Columbia, Venezuela, and Peru, and produces a shock of 400-650 volts.

35. If the population of China walked past you in single file, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.

36. Antarctica is the only land on our planet that is not owned by any country.

37. In India, people are legally allowed to marry a dog!

38. You are more likely to get attacked by a cow than a shark.

39. Half of all identity thieves are either relatives, friends, or neighbors of their victims.

40. One in three male motorists picks their nose while driving.

A night to remember

ZPH BALL!!

hehe.. last saturday was the first ball i had in my entire life.. keke.. yes.. it;s sad.. lol.. anyways. it was the 10th year anniversary of ZPH.. wo hoo.. lol.. well.. it was heaps of fun.. i danced for the first time in my entire life.. and i realized that i really sucked at it.. lol.. well.. no more talk.. here are the pics!!.. enjoy..

here is one of the most beautifully gorgeous looking lady that night
my dearest sister.. ^^

the canning college people.. hehe.( me,pauline,esther,su ern, wilson, leon, and leo)


cell group!!.. keke..the most fun people to be with


me and wilson during rehersal keke..

ladies and gentleman.. the star dancers from caning college!!!
put your hands together for wilson and leo.. wahaha


me and paw paw(lookin awesome).. ^^ ..ms rose at the back of her head
...kekeke...

me and stanley.. one of the best guitarist i know.. keke..
my hair is... uh.. deformed..

Jason looking all lonely.. in his mind..."...where is Cindy?.."

..Cindy and Esther..

..3 gorgeous ladies..
wahaha

..che and cell leader USHA..

..this is the man!!..Thompson.. guess what?
he won a 42 inch plasma tv
from the lucky draw

MTB!.. finally

yay!!.. after 8 months i finally went mountain biking again. Thanks to Warren(sister's fren). haha.. we both got interest in mtbing.. so we decided to go up or down or whatever to mudaring last saturday.. yes yes we had the pizza after that..keke.. so we got up there.. had a fish-o-fillet on the way there. so we arrived.. then unpacked the bikes.. keke..






the light blue one on the ground is mine. thats him gettin his wheels alligned







so we started.. but sadly.. started few mins only i felt the fish-o-fillet swimming in my stomach.. man.. it was unbearable.. so i had to make several stops to get it all out.. i stoped like every 15mins to get it all out tilk half way then the fish was completely gone and i was up and running. keke. u'd be ammazed what we found at the mountain biking trail.. lol.. for instance:



how the heck this this thing get here??....

V8 man.. not bad.. keke..

haha.. that was that.. the downhill sections are amazing.. it;s so thrilling that u dont even notice anything.. just ram through and fly off rocks.. lol.. scarry to think what would happen if i crashed.. haha.. further down the trail we found a waterfall... only a small one..but we went down to have a drink and took some photos.. hehe not bad hey?..

nth much after that.. got lost a few times.. haha.. had warren take out his GPS thingamagiger and got us back on track. after that we decided to go check out a nearby dam.. lol.. so we took a hikinf trail.. haha.. clearly not made for bicycles.. so we had to carry our bikes half the time..







there;s the view closer to the dam.. the roads are wider now..






so we got up there.. where we aren;t allowed to anyway.. keke..

thats the view up on the dam.. hehe. nice?.. no?..

so we got back to the car.. and went to pizza!!!.. LITTLE CAESARS PIZZA.. apparently won many many awards for the best pizza.. so we went.. and it was mmmmmm good.. lol.. we had two pizzas and 1 desert pizza.. desesrt pizza!!.. choc fudge with chocolate and ice cream.. and brownie like thingy i dunno how to say but it taste so sos o good.. yum yum.. there goes the 3 hours of our cycling.. lol.. warren din look to happy with himself later on.. lol.. keke.. hope i get to do this again soon. lol..

new stuff.. and shopping!!!!

ladies and gentleman, i finally got my steve vai wah!!.. BAD HORSIE 2..it;s spring loaded and has two wah modes.. contour and vai wah.. excelent.. actually i got it like 2 weeks ago.. but now only blogging it.. hehe.. a new pedal to my growing collection.. i got a few more on my wishlist.. hehe.. a few more and i finished.. actually it;s just 2.. haha:

boss dd-6(digital delay)
boss ds-1/ ds-2/ibanez ts9(distortion/ turbo distortion/tube screamer)

it's sad.. after i bought the wah i was like.. no more.. after this no more.. then next thing u know i'm going to the music store next week.. sad sad


hehe... this is my workstation now.. yes.. the one on the left is the bad horsie.this is my curren't build.. keke.. esp h-50 guitar( super metal.. dont really like), line 6 spider 3 30 watt combo amp with FBV(for volume pedal, channel switching and chromatic tuner)and now the bad horsie 2 wah.. keke..





hehe.. this is his actual pedal board.. the one with the red MORLEY sign is the wah i got.. wahaha







haha.. now i want to get the small orange or the green stompboxes .. either or.. keke.. after that i should stop. lol..haha..






there it is again with a clearer view.. 'm trying to learn..

what am i do to with my life

it;s sad when i see so many people at school talking about which uni they want to go to and all. i just keep asking myself why i'm doing so bad. It sucks just to think of why i cant do well just like everyone else. The stupid thing is i kinda know why. But i just dunno what to do. Feels so sucky. At elacs class the other day the head of international department came and gave a "talk" on our progress. he gave out the certs to those who did well and then he said that some of us are stull having an average of under 50%. GOSH... i was like.. yea i know...well.. at least he said there is still hope.. i'd like to think so... gets me thinking what i'll do if i fail this year. what if i dont make it.. repeat?.. i'll be such a disappointment to my family.. every other goh does well and end up having good jobs.. sigh.. what am i to do.. study... sigh.. for me thats like so much more easier to say and so so much harder to do.. makes me regret all the things i do in the past.. if only i this.. if only i that.. if only i hadn't did that.. if only i did do that.. it just wont click into my head why. why am i like this.. everytime i look in the mirror it;s like... LOSER with a capital L..

i wish my life was more interesting.. everyday come home just sit down.. and i wonder why all those hours i sit down dont go into books. i see everyone else in their life and it;s so happening.. why why why..... sigh..

hello all again

hello all.. wah lau.. it;s been a long time since i blogged.. have just been so busy ler.. we just moved into our new place and mom is here as well.. hehe.. busy busy.. clean house.. building tables and chairs and cupboards everyday. stuff from IKEA mostly.. hehe.. i got a 2 m table!!.. hehe.. now i can get all the space i want.. hehe. and i can shower anytime i want.. wahaha.. and laundry too.. waaha.. all the things i couldn't do while i was in homestay.. eheh.. well.. i wanted to post the photos of the new place.. but the pictures are too big and i dont have the time to wait for it to slowly upload.. so i'll do it some other time. hhehe.. hmm..

hmm.. lets see.. besides that.. i got my speakers already.. haha.. finally.keke.. what else.. erm.. wilson and i got together to paly for graduation night.. haha.. but then we got no practice spot.. sad sad.. anyone got sugestions pls let us know. keke.. speaking about school.. hehe. school has been good lately.. been putting duble effort from last year. hehe.. ali have to do is maintain this.. the last exams were crap.. so much crap i just dont wanna talk about it.. hehe.. let the past be in the past.. hehe.. one more shot to do this..

haha.. when i remember the things i did i will blog about it again.. this is all thats in my head now.. eke CIAOZ!!

all the wrong things at the wrong time

sighs. I just don't know whats wrong with me. Everyone is like so worked up about the exams and all. It's not that i'm not. i really am. but i dont know why i'm not doing anything about it. i went out for band prac then i just reached home. everytime i look at my book i just feel so blur.

i dont know what i will do if i dont get into engineering next year. just thinking of it makes me so so very sad. haiz. i wish time will just freeze for a few weeks and let me catch up with it. i know i can do so much more.. so much better.. but i just cant concentrate. i'm just so lacking the motivation and i don't know what to do about it. sighs..

HELP!!!!

random random

exams exams exams!!!.. sad.. the exams are starting this exams and what am i doing?. still blogging.. haih.. it;s true when they say that during the time when exams come. we do the things that we dun normally do. lol.. it;s been so long since i blog.. exams coming suddenly i feel like blogging.. haha.. at least i finished the past year papers. i didn;t even finish doing the help sheets for calc and applic. omg.. T.T kurai kurai.. sad sad.. and i still have to move stuff to new house!!.. *faints*..

since i'm so bored i decide to post pics.. hehe.. hm.. lets see.. we start with jasper sleeping in ELACS class.. yes.. this is how he sleeps.. lol..

...zzzzzz...
















...oh look.. here's another one...

haha... ok.. oh yea.. this is my new place. eke.. 57B bishopsgate, carlisle..(i think thats how u spell it..









this is the outside lor

















..and then there;s the kitchen where i will
be doing all the cooking.. mmm i can
smell the food already...


















..eke.. and my new room!!.. ^^












haih.. k ler.. gtg go study now.. haha.. ciaoz!.

b'day b'day b'day

hehe.. i always thought my blog post were too short. since Aileen said it was too wordy i will cut short. keke..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASPER!.. haha.. hope u liked the present.. and the song(though i messed up like half of it) fingers were shaking too intensely to be able to play.. haha. me and my nervousness.. sad sad.. keke.. hope u had a good 18th year of life.. lol.. (omg.. lame thing to say?) haha.. so tell me.. how do u feel being OLD!!!.. lol.. kidding kidding.. 19 still young. lol.. i wanna stay 17!!.. huhu.. T.T okok.. study time... exams coming.. T.T

studies--birthdays--travels

hello again. hmm... it has been a while sinsce i blogged.. lol been busy. With what?.. don ask..sad sad. So..this week was pretth much boring. i slacked off the last 3 days and i feel so guilty now.*sighs* i'm having aplic test on thursday and what am i doing?. anything but studying. That is just sad. Starting tomorrow have to liao. gambateh!..no more.. anyone who read this and know me pls frce me to study whenever u see me.. lol.. just smack my head and put a book in front of me. gworsh..no more movies for a while.

well.. at least during this slack period i learned a new song.. tommy emanuel-antonella's birthday. haha.. I was planning to play this for jasper on thursday( cause he keeps telling everyone it;s his birthday lol)keke..but i cant learn it in time..so.. yea.. i already got his present and it's a ***** ******.. haha..now people are torturing him by not telling him what we got for him. keke.. well.. i am not very good at wrapping so i'll just leave it in the box. it doesn;t look bad with the box either.. jasper..u'll just have to figure out on thursday.. ahaha

well.. me leaving to see my parents on the 7th of july. The thought of seeing my parents is comforting. but the travels is sad. lose 4 days to travel to the states, all siting in a plane sit( hopefully not behind some crying kid). but ok ler.. hehe. get to see Mi and D..hehe..miss them so much... here they are :

hehe.. so who do i look like more?.. hehe..

definately got my dad;s size.

what??. why u little.......

i was walking home from the bus stop with my housemate. Suddenly, we walked pass this group of AB people(children most of them) They just went pass at first. Later i heard "nice Ipod", then they turned back and started to walk towards us. my house mate was listening to my Ipod so they came and like.. wanted to take it. like wanting to hold it to see what was on and then run away with it. keke..imidiately take and keep in bag. i just ignored them. Later on they started asking for money. like in a very rude way. This isn;t the first time btw. So me and my housemate just continue to ignore them and walk home. we realised they just keep following us all the way. we just took another road until they eventually stopped following us. It's so annoying. this isn;t the first time either. last year when i was playing basketball these AB kids started coming to grab the ball and play like it;s their own. so i just cin cai lo.. just play play with them. then i wanted to go home they like not happy adey. then as i walked they started throwing stones. few hit my leg.no biggy.. just scratches.. but keke.. just taunt them back.hm..there was even this day when i was walking to the bustop and i saw this 5-6 year old AB kid sitting at a corner swearing at the people that passed that area. it's so.. rude.. if this happened back in malaysia they would be missing all their teeth.. lol.. sad sad....

W33kEnd M0V!3

holiday!!!.. (is over......).. had a four day weekend. Was fun, but so fast. huhu.. few more weeks and we have our semester exams. gosh.. someone save me. the first 3 days were completely uneventful. totally boring. hehe..finally, today(monday) i went movie with a girl with 3 names.. lol.. amanda nicole panda.

keke.. stupid me thought that today the shops will be open.. i reach the bus stop in front of the food court at carousel and i was like.. " oh shyt" no car at all.. i saw some poeple working on the door to the food court. so i walked to the other side and i was like.. thank god got cars.. go till inside.. thank god the cinema open. but then nothing else was open cept for box 3, hans cafe, and some book store.. keke..so i went to get the tickets.THE MASSENGER!!.. haha.. Then i call amanda at 12.. she reach at 2.15.. lol.. i dont mind at all amanda.,. don worry about it.. so i went to the arcade.. lol.. DAYTONA.. it;s been like 1 year since i last played. lol.. and i still sucked at it. played some shooters.. went to read books.. lol.. then amanda came.. then we went to eat at han's cafe.. keke.. talk a lot.. amanda was trying to convert all the food prices.. and u can see her jaw drop.. so we ate.. she had golden prawns.. i had chili chicken rice.. yum yum..

took picture before movie started

she said she was never early for movies so go early lo..and she don wan let me pay for drinks.. huhu.. feel bad ler.. lol.. first time amanda was introduced to free seating.. keke.. movie started.. haha.. the opening movie started. so there was this scene where it;s all black and white. like a flashback. first thing i heard is " oh my gosh".. lol.. i look to my left and there she was covering her face..haha.. this happened at every creppy scene..haha.. i was just laughing at her..keke..next time i'll bring u to watch more horror movies amanda.. lol..

so after that come home.. she had to wait 1 hour le.. feel bad leaving her wait bus 1 hour something. kurai.. so reach home.. and thats it for the weekend.. lol.. had a great time at movies..

bang.. chris falls.. gets up and goes to watch pirates.

today was rather sad. there was an interview today. All international students under 18 have this. u just go and they ask u questions about how u doing, ur budgeting. it was suppose to be last thursday, but i woke up late and missed my bus. so i had to reschedule it for today after classes.

So there i was, walking out of my applic class after going nuts with sarah at applic, walking happily thinking it would be just like any other interview. tok tok laugh laugh go home. But no, today was rather diff. I reached the ISO(international student office), opened the door, walked in. I could see Cynthia(student advisor) sititng there. "come in Chris, take a seat" she said. i was expecting a sort of smile from her. Well.. she did.. but it was a sort of different kind of smile. You can always tell a normal cheerfull smile from one thats telling u something bad is about to happen soon. I sat down.

I noticed a blue note stuck to the yellow paper that recorded my last visit. i could see 5 lines. i could imidiately tell it was my subjects and so on. She looked at me and said "Chris... what happened?.., you're failing ur applic and your calculus"....... there was silence. failing?.. those words hit me like a rock. failing.. She then continued to the other things that was all ok. but my mind was somewhere else. her voice started to fade into soft whispers and then silence. there in that silence, that word came like the sound of scratching nails on the blackboard .. fail... fail..failing..u wont be able to get into uni with these.....

what am i to do..put more effort....pray.. pray.....

well.. here's the not too sad part of today. Watched pirates. Hm.. turns out kiera knightly is not a slut. my bad. she did it to kill jack.. haha.. gets qutie complicated. so many twist. here betray there betray all betray. but of course. at the end of every movie like that is the good guys win. happy ending.......

find me.........FOUND!!

hmm.. this is just one of those days where i feel out of place. y'know. like somthing somewhere is not right. i feel so away from the world(not in a good way), so lost. well, i guess it's bcoz of my studies. it's like i feel i'm not putting enough effort into my studies. and i'm trying. but i'm really scared for this semester exam.. it;s either i get my results up or they drop. and it cant drop. sigh.. well. it's stressing. i dun know why but i'm lacing the motivation. well... theres only one way to the top. pray pray.. I CAN DO IT!!.

well.. besides that i guess there is some good too.. i'm going to watch pirates tomorrow!(oh gawd, what am i saying)some people said it was too long and too confusing. lol cant wait!!..

tomorrow will be a better day!!.. (i hope)..


oh yea.. try to get more people to comment.. wahaha.. whoever happens to see this.. T.T

L!F3 !$ GUD

hmm.. lately life has been going quite well. i went to the gym today. haha.. i feel so proud of myself. cause since winter it has been to cold to go out cyling so i just sit at home all day playing com and study till "super sien already". so me and my sis just signed up for the gym. haha. after signing up for a week, we didn;t go at all. cannot!!.. so i force her to force me to go.. so we went together.. lol..

besides that, i'm also looking for a house. me and my sis wanna move out already. looking for place now. huhu..sounds so easy.. but it;s not.. huhu.. then sis has to get a car some more.. haih..
ANYONE KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ANYWHERE GOT HOUSE PLEASE LET ME KNOW..!!

yeah.. so lifes good.. lol.. sry if i blog too crap.. me lono how to brog..

first time blog

hello to the all.. wazzup.. hmm.. this is my first time blogging and me got no clue what to write.. so. jasper's the one who got me to start blogging... lol. who's jasper u ask?. my good buddy.. endless laughs with him. keke.. gosh i feel so awkward blogging. purpose of this blog?.. hm.. blog lo.. erm.. a place to share..erm.. hmm... what to talk abt?..

school!!

me now is studying at the canning college.. hehe.. where the jasper studying too.. hmm.. skipped spm to come here half year then do foundation this year. um.. school's fun sometimes but so freaking tiring some days.. like today end at 5.. like gonna die.. wakaka.. hm.. doing physics,chem,app math, calc, and ELACS(the class jasper sleeps in).. lol.. hm..

what i like?

hehe.. me is like the GUITARS!!!.. and bicycles.. and cars and bikes.. and... um.. reading.. yeah.. i read.. hm.. i like being around friends..

what i dont like?.

being left out.. T.T ...um.. being ignored.. =.= ... i dont like bitter food..keke...

hm.. guess thats all for first post.. keke.. ciaoz