tired

the week is coming to an end.. exams about to begin
the semester is coming to an end.. holidays are coming
cell is coming to an end..

i've been feeling so heavy lately.. well.. not that i'm not.. haha.. and winter's making it really hard to do outdoor sports.. coming back,.. i just feel so.. "heavy"?.. very lazy.. and scared.. exams are coming and i'm still slacking.. coming up with all the excuse for myself. aiz.. i feel low.. really low and down.. all my problems weighing me down.. i need strength.. "c'mon chris... be a man"he tells himself.. and yet he cannot find his strength.. where is it?.. it is locked up in his heart.. when will i become a man... hmm...

revival is a choice

some say revival is coming to Australia, some say revival is coming to Perth. some say revival is coming to zion praise harvest. but revival isn't gonna come without us making it come. i think that many times we think that revival a prophecy that comes in time.. but no..

went out with some church people to talk on some things that we recieved on this awesome sunday. hahaha. this sunday, God spoke to us through an awesome speaker. Allehandro arias. how cool is that name?.. lolz.. anyways.. he was talking about revival happening and it was a prep for us, to tell us to be prepared and to go out and be the revival. revival isn't coming. we are the revival that needs to go out to the world.

Revival is not a phenomenon or a feeling, it is a choice.. so make the decision !!

i saw jen jen do this and tot it is a good way..

YOU ARE THE OUTSIDER
YOU ARE THE INTRUDER
YOU INTRUDE MY PIRACY
YOU DO WAT U LIKE IN MY HOUSE
WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT?
YOU ARE CHANGING MY LOVED ONES
YOU ARE TAKING AWAY MY LOVE ONES
GET OUT!!!!..
IF YOU DONT... I WILL..

AND FOR MY KIN,
DISAPPOINTMENT
WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SAY THIS IS YOUR HOUSE?
I PAY HALF THE RENT AND BILLS,
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK U ARE THE MORE MATURE ONE?
ARROGANCE,
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT U'RE ALWAYS RIGHT?
IGNORANCE,
YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU MET FOR 2 WEEKS
MORE THAN YOU LOVE SOMEONE U KNEW FOR MORE THAN 18 YEARS
AND YET. I LOVE YOU.

IF HE DOESN'T GO.. I WILL..

anyone looking for a house mate??.. let me know.

I saw this note esther's blog who got it from someone elses blog and thought it would be interesting to do. So, here goes nth.. PPL!!.. PLS DO THIS!. :)

Because people walk in and out of your life, but some things just stay.

Leave one memory (in the comment box) that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember!

tagged

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Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

haha.. tagged by japser. hmm.. this is probably the second tag i ever had in my entire life. keke. i think that there will be a lot of sweat after reaching the end of this tag.

Random fact #1
i love love love honey lime drink. i know a lot of people say it's for people who are sick. but yea.. it's so good i drink it anytime. hehe

Random fact #2
if there was one thing i would want to do before i die i would want to see the leaning tower of pisa

Random fact #3
i cant go swimming because my tummy is just too big to show around without a shirt. i;ve been called wet t-shirt once when i was at the beach and my white t-shirt got wet

Random fact #4
i like to rearrange my room once every few months. haha.. i feel it feels good?.. keke

Random fact #5
i have a thing for speakers, bicycles, guitars. and i'm very talented.... in neither

Random fact #6
Ironman became my newest favourite superhero.. haha... I AM IRONMAN.. jeng.. jeng.. jeng jeng jeng(plays the guitar and fails miserably)

Random fact #7
if there was one thing i wanted to do before i go to see god it's to fly off grand canyon on a bicycle to certain doom

Random fact #8
i was the one that threw char siew pau into the river!!!.. yes.. it was me..muahahaha

I wanna tag: Esther, JenJen, Wilson, Sara ong, Cindy, Pauline, and sue-anne