mamamia!!

today

yes today.. tonight

i went to watch mamamia!.. ahaha.. and i tell u.. it is so so so funy.. ahaha.. i died laughing.. not coz like it;s a comedy but it;s just so so cheezy.. like to the max please.. cheezy with a capital C.. ahahahahaa.. if i had and bulu they will chang till all drop out!

anyways.. uni has started!.. and wow it is so exiting.. lolz.. this sems units are so much more exiting than the last semester;s but then like.. yea.. need to stop sleeping in class.. haha..

topic change!

on a more serious matter. this holiday have been great on me. i felt like i have been able to be closer and more on fire for god.. with that comes a feeling i cant really explain. many new challenges come. there is just so many things to do after uni starts that sometimes i just forget. but yes.. need to get back.. YA MAN!!..

chris out...

if you just realized what i just realized.

At long last!

after many years.. chris goh the first.. decides to update his blog.. keke. oh gosh it has been a long time..

so wat to write.. hmm.. hols have been fun.. and a bit long.. keke.. had parents over for the first month.. and yea.. mr raj takar( my sis's bf officially moved in). hmm.. enuf said abt that.. besides that, lots of fun with parents around. keke.. cook for me clean for me.. and get new bed sheets.. i have like an african safari bedsheet now.. like.. what the hell?!(sara style)

topic change
it;s the start of the second week of orientation. haha.. again. chris has to face the challenge of approaching random people to tell them abt passion..and hopefully tell them the good news.. keke.. yes it;s all good.. keke.. met a few cool people. rejected many times. feels funny when u try to approach some1 and that some1 runs away.. runs!!.. keke.. but it;s all good.. all for god!.. amen?

end of post.. keke.. until i think of something to write..


love is a funny thing isn't it?.. heart itchy.. keke.. sorry for the randomness

birthday boy!!

to my true friend,
mr jing wen,
the poser,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!..
what more can be said about this man..
someone always there.

20 years old d!
have to stop playing with "toy cars".*winks*
keke..
my pressie will arrive shortly.. sorry.
may u live another year
of your life
filled with joys, laughter

no matter where you are or where ever you will be
know that u're always in my heart..
keke.. happy birthday old man..

anger

wat does a man do with anger?..
a modern man is trained to be a woman..
they are trained to hide it all inside..
just like me..
when will the day come when i can properly express anger?
when will the day come when i can stand my own ground..

.......

if u dont want me to care
.. fine.. i wont... ok?...
no need to come at me with beautiful words such as we need u to help keep this promise..
bull shit ok?..
u dont even take into account wat i say
i tried..
u guys dont want?.. fine..
i'll go be "immature"
.. i'll go be the one that "will never understand"
.. okkk????..
i wish u all the best.. honestly..

it;s decided.. i'm leaving...

my place of peace..

here comes a random post..

lately i've been thinking about myself a lot and i found out two main places that i can just really be at peace and just relax and get my mind of things.

1st: in the forrest/jungle?.. on a bike.. or even just trekking.. i feel so at peace

2nd: at any clear night looking at the stars..

it;s like almost 1 am now.. and i just suddenly thought of it. becoz of like.. exams and all. been feeling v stressed.. and i find that when i am either looking through the forest and gazing up at the stars i can really be at peace and forget all me problems for a while..

i think maybe it;s just the beauty of these two places. i just think to myself.. how beautiful these things are on earth that i can just stop and like.. "oh yeah.... thats awesome".. and then i think that if god can make these things on earth.. what will it be like in heaven?.. it'll just blow my socks off man.. last week pastor emanuel preached at UWA service. this here is a pastor that died.. "sorry i missed that wat did u say??".. yes.. he died and and rose from the dead.. and spent 7 earth days in heaven.. and oh my.. streets of gold.. guitars of gold.. drums with angel;s wings.. and i thouht some dots in the skies and a few logs of wood was awesome..

it's.. just.. just.. man.. wat are the words to describe it??.. how could he ??.. how did he??.. "awesome".... *goes to sleep*..

eye to eye

if we listen to each other's hearts,
we'll find we;re never too far apart,
and maybe love is the reason why,
for the first time ever,
we're seeing it eye to eye

lalalala..


goofy movie babeh!!..

tired

the week is coming to an end.. exams about to begin
the semester is coming to an end.. holidays are coming
cell is coming to an end..

i've been feeling so heavy lately.. well.. not that i'm not.. haha.. and winter's making it really hard to do outdoor sports.. coming back,.. i just feel so.. "heavy"?.. very lazy.. and scared.. exams are coming and i'm still slacking.. coming up with all the excuse for myself. aiz.. i feel low.. really low and down.. all my problems weighing me down.. i need strength.. "c'mon chris... be a man"he tells himself.. and yet he cannot find his strength.. where is it?.. it is locked up in his heart.. when will i become a man... hmm...

revival is a choice

some say revival is coming to Australia, some say revival is coming to Perth. some say revival is coming to zion praise harvest. but revival isn't gonna come without us making it come. i think that many times we think that revival a prophecy that comes in time.. but no..

went out with some church people to talk on some things that we recieved on this awesome sunday. hahaha. this sunday, God spoke to us through an awesome speaker. Allehandro arias. how cool is that name?.. lolz.. anyways.. he was talking about revival happening and it was a prep for us, to tell us to be prepared and to go out and be the revival. revival isn't coming. we are the revival that needs to go out to the world.

Revival is not a phenomenon or a feeling, it is a choice.. so make the decision !!

i saw jen jen do this and tot it is a good way..

YOU ARE THE OUTSIDER
YOU ARE THE INTRUDER
YOU INTRUDE MY PIRACY
YOU DO WAT U LIKE IN MY HOUSE
WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT?
YOU ARE CHANGING MY LOVED ONES
YOU ARE TAKING AWAY MY LOVE ONES
GET OUT!!!!..
IF YOU DONT... I WILL..

AND FOR MY KIN,
DISAPPOINTMENT
WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SAY THIS IS YOUR HOUSE?
I PAY HALF THE RENT AND BILLS,
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK U ARE THE MORE MATURE ONE?
ARROGANCE,
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT U'RE ALWAYS RIGHT?
IGNORANCE,
YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU MET FOR 2 WEEKS
MORE THAN YOU LOVE SOMEONE U KNEW FOR MORE THAN 18 YEARS
AND YET. I LOVE YOU.

IF HE DOESN'T GO.. I WILL..

anyone looking for a house mate??.. let me know.

I saw this note esther's blog who got it from someone elses blog and thought it would be interesting to do. So, here goes nth.. PPL!!.. PLS DO THIS!. :)

Because people walk in and out of your life, but some things just stay.

Leave one memory (in the comment box) that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember!

tagged

The Rules

Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

haha.. tagged by japser. hmm.. this is probably the second tag i ever had in my entire life. keke. i think that there will be a lot of sweat after reaching the end of this tag.

Random fact #1
i love love love honey lime drink. i know a lot of people say it's for people who are sick. but yea.. it's so good i drink it anytime. hehe

Random fact #2
if there was one thing i would want to do before i die i would want to see the leaning tower of pisa

Random fact #3
i cant go swimming because my tummy is just too big to show around without a shirt. i;ve been called wet t-shirt once when i was at the beach and my white t-shirt got wet

Random fact #4
i like to rearrange my room once every few months. haha.. i feel it feels good?.. keke

Random fact #5
i have a thing for speakers, bicycles, guitars. and i'm very talented.... in neither

Random fact #6
Ironman became my newest favourite superhero.. haha... I AM IRONMAN.. jeng.. jeng.. jeng jeng jeng(plays the guitar and fails miserably)

Random fact #7
if there was one thing i wanted to do before i go to see god it's to fly off grand canyon on a bicycle to certain doom

Random fact #8
i was the one that threw char siew pau into the river!!!.. yes.. it was me..muahahaha

I wanna tag: Esther, JenJen, Wilson, Sara ong, Cindy, Pauline, and sue-anne

sighs

it really saddens me. to see then when people grow up.. there is no more "together" within siblings. no more "ours". no more "let us". it's just you and me. yours and mine, and both have nothing to do with each other anymore

is this what growing up really is??
if it is then i never want to grow up.....

ON FIRE!!!!

just came back from the passion retreat and i feel so on fire now i have to write it out. haha.. it was such a good experience for me. this ain;t just coz i had so much fun with frens, but also that i could grow closer to god. the feeling is amazing and i don;t want to let this flame die out.

few days before camp started got a call from a leader saying i am a group leader in the camp. wah liew, i was like so. no way man please.(for those who know me sure know i am not much of a leader) anyway i still said yes. had that feeling that i wanted to try. i never done word before my entire life so it was quite a challenge. but i had help from other cell leaders in my group. thank god for them. lolz. i learnt a lot from it. felt like it opened a new area of my life to explore. and the best thing was that one of my group members was actually saved. that feeling is just like. AWESOME. to have someone from your group be saved.

mega praise!!.. woohoo.. it;s an entire night of praising god. and woohhhmy goodness.. was it spectacular. all the jumpin and praising. and it ain't just about that. it was like.. i could see him.. standing in front, at the back, at the sides, with us looking at us and smilling.. oh mien.. felt so good

shooting stars!!oh mans.. keke.. as with the previous post i said at that place we could see shooting stars like every night. on the first night we went and my cellies saw!.. and i missed it. i joined them later and didn't get to see any when they saw 2 already.. sad sad.. was quite dissappointed the first day.. but then.. the skies was clear and stars were all over.. so .. not hta dissappointed also lar.. very nice.. keke. and on the second day!. keke. our cell went to the beach again and this time it was so windy the sand kept flying into our eyes. so we eventually left.. but i stayed on a while longer.. and boy.. it was well worth it.. before returning i say this line in the sky. with a shinny head.. just flew pass for like.. less than half a second and was gone.. i was like.. wow...

all in all.. camp was just so amazing.. best camp i ever went. not to say it ranked the best and all but it;s the one i recieved the most from. the people, the word, the worship, the praise, the prayer, the presence. there is no word to describe. no word.. wats important now is to keep that fire burning in all of us.. once on fire!!.. always on fire!!..

STARS

haha.. after so long. i finally decided to start blogging again.. again.. keke.. anyways.. why so sudden u might ask.. because i think that this week and today especially is a very very good day.. just feels really nice.. for one: i did all my work!.. haha.. i never felt so satisfied before.. got 2 labs one test and one assignment due today and even though i was a bit packed and stress between this week, it was all worth it just to feel this satisfaction

anyways.. stars!!.. cell today was like so fun lar.. keke.. whole cell had a go at sushi rolling.. that was great.. on the way back, su ern message me to say that she say a shooting star!!.. oh my gosh lar!. that is like. so cool. most people would go through their entire life not being able to have that chance.. keke.. anyways.. talking about shooting stars, i went out of my house, turned off the lights and looked up at the sky.. i tell u this.. it was just spectacularly super beautiful. i always liked stars. and on this particular day the sky was filed with them. there is just that nice peaceful feeling i get when i stare up at the stars. just a nice feeling.. *you might never know who may be looking at the same star u were looking at*. some more in cell they were talking about going to kalamunda to look at stars.. aiz.. so nice.. only god could have thought of something so beautiful.. ekeke.. hope the next weeks continue to be this pleasant

stress

one day u very free.. all of a sudden there is 10 things u need to do due the next day.. y???.. result of last minute work.. and sudden rise of events.. all of which is my fault.. this is what u get when u slack ur studies.. i dunno how to manage my time.. dunno how to distribute work. everything dunno!!.. wat time now?.. 12.. waking up 6.. weekly assesments not done and due tomorrow.. house work din do.. food din cook.. plates din wash.. din clean.. just wanna drop dead.. (not literally)..

uni!!

everything is so diff in uni.. keke.. noone to call u to do stuff anymore.. they're like.. heres the work go home do.. if dont then ur problem.. keke.. sadness..but yeah..schedule is like.. ok so far.. i just hae one calss taht starts at 8 in the morning.. have to wake up at 6.30.. zzzzz.. sienz. hm.. most of my lecturers and tutors are from a diff race so it;s takes time getting used to their slang.. lol.. talk about farnee.. and someone from zion is my tutor!.. ahhh... stress stress.. keke.

it's only been a week and i'm already feeling the chamness.. got a 15k word report to prepare.. sobs.. hope i will get used to it soon.. hmm.. nothing much new.. today is freshies welcome and i was in choir.and yeah.. lol... dunno wat to say.. erm

i finally went to tell ray that i'm back and now i'm gonna be ont he roster for worship team!.. wo hooo!!.. exited to the max please. keke.. hmm..

leaping off the edge

hey guys.. got nth to do so here are some photos of our(me, joshua, cc huat) on our last mtb trip.. sobs. sadly only get to go to one ... but then went up some high mountain to take photos.. keke.. some have been photoshoped. so.. yea..

the three of us with a view of some new taman in sungai petani

wahaha.. leaping off the edge!!.. yea right.. keke

thats as close as we could get to that edge. the "small rocks" u see at the bottom are like as big as us. just an idea of how high it is.. keke.. happy happy

thanks guys for bringing me on this trip.. enjoyed.. hope to do it again real soon when we're all back in sp

Holiday OVER??.. NoOoO!!

holidays are almost at an end.. huhu.. another week and it's back to perth and the first year of uni.. sadness.. have to start studying again liao..but then also miss a lot of frens in perth..and some of them not coming back.. aiz.. ain't got that many frens down here at sungai petani.. pretty boring.. well.. it's all gud.. keke..and when i'm back in perth, i plan to..

1. start serving in church!
2. work!!(said the same thing last year.. never happened)
3. study harder?.. (yes yes i have to)
4. buy a lot of things.. ( a new bike, a new guitar, etc...) with my own money.. haha..
5. lose weight!.. (malaysian food is totally killin me.. diet diet!)

haih..so many things to do.. so many things stopping me from doing them.. there's always something.. keke..

moving on!.. me and some buddies have built the so called "first pump track(google if dunno, it's some kind of a bike track) in malaysia". I think it's just the first in sungai petani.. maybe kedah.. ekeke.. but it's all gud.. got me diggin and shoveling ground .. which is gud too.. get me off my lazy bum .. keke.. scheduled to be completed next week.. so sad next week going back.. wish i had more time to work on it..

tired.. sleep liao..

REVIVE BLOG.. REVIVE!!

ekeke.. i know it's been a while.. been so so lazy.. nth really happened much since i last blogged.. sorry bout the empty post.. i was suppose to post all the beach pictures with esther suern and phoebe. but.. hehe.. i got lazy and the draft went missing.. so i will do it some other time.. keke..

so.. been to the states and back.. gained a lot of weight.. lol.. malaysian food is just too much to resist.. got accepted into curtin- omg.. i really thank god for this.. lol.. the entry cps for engineering is 59.. and i got a 59.6 with the scalling.. man.. that is like.. phew.. thank god.. lolz..

i got a new guitar.. yay!!.. and learnt a new song.. hehe..

to all those in miri.. i am so so SORRY.. i really wanted to go. but then my dad don wanna book early.. he said get all the uni things done first.. and by that time when we hecked the tickets they were too ex... sobs.. nyways.. hope to see u guys back in perth soon..

jasper went to tassyland(tasmania) sadness.. will miss the times we had..keke.. this is my best mate.. keke.. thanks bro.
CNEBT!!.. very hard to catch this girl online wan.. keke.. on the other hand i haven't been online much either.. keke.. and yes.. the redman song.. eke..

thats it for now.. it's late and i cant think.. bleh.. ciaoz..