it;s sad when i see so many people at school talking about which uni they want to go to and all. i just keep asking myself why i'm doing so bad. It sucks just to think of why i cant do well just like everyone else. The stupid thing is i kinda know why. But i just dunno what to do. Feels so sucky. At elacs class the other day the head of international department came and gave a "talk" on our progress. he gave out the certs to those who did well and then he said that some of us are stull having an average of under 50%. GOSH... i was like.. yea i know...well.. at least he said there is still hope.. i'd like to think so... gets me thinking what i'll do if i fail this year. what if i dont make it.. repeat?.. i'll be such a disappointment to my family.. every other goh does well and end up having good jobs.. sigh.. what am i to do.. study... sigh.. for me thats like so much more easier to say and so so much harder to do.. makes me regret all the things i do in the past.. if only i this.. if only i that.. if only i hadn't did that.. if only i did do that.. it just wont click into my head why. why am i like this.. everytime i look in the mirror it;s like... LOSER with a capital L..
i wish my life was more interesting.. everyday come home just sit down.. and i wonder why all those hours i sit down dont go into books. i see everyone else in their life and it;s so happening.. why why why..... sigh..
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sometimes, it's just the way we see things...
sometimes, we have to adjust our views, our point of view...
look at the bright side of things.
you can do it.
yo man! well, guess im in the same position as you. but with God, all things are possible yeah? dont give up, press on (:
well, not everyone can do well in studies, perhaps this is not the path that suits you? Well, from what i observe, you play good guitar, might as well involve urself in music eh?
But in this world it's hard to live on music, that's why I suppose we also should do well in our studies too, unless you dare to take the risk and are very very very very dedicated to music la, then go ahead, I know I don't dare ><
Anyways, I'm not suggesting that you giv up studying, just continue to do your best la, not just in studying, also in everything in life, give your best and you won't regret.
Knowing your priority is also important, after knowing which one is more important, learn how to control yourself to stick to your plan, don't let your desire control you.
Just gambatteh la in studies!! got problems can ask friends wad = ), will always be there to help!!
thanks guys..
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