Thursday, November 8, 2007

bleh..

haiz.. time passing so fast eh.. a little over 2 weeks and i wont be seeing a few of my friends already.. all of you leaving next year. i wish you all the best and wish that the friendship born from this year will not go to waste.. ^^.. and to those who are staying.. psst*whispers*:.. u guys good la.. unlike "those people" who wan go away far far. sorry just kidding.. keke..

hmm.. who am i kidding. i'm not even sure if i will be able to come back here next year. just hope and pray that i will do good enough to at least stay here.. after today's chem test i'm not too sure anymore.. sighs..so much for chemical engineering.. i hope that this weekend will be a productive one.. still cant really believe that college life is about to end. dunno what to do if i don't make it.. work?.. as what?.. hm.. try again?.. hm.. i don't know.. thinking about it hurts enough already. Frankly,if i could, i would most love to play guitar for a living.. lolz.. chris emmanuel.. sighs.. unfortunately i cant. just not good enough.. i'm just a below average player.. like my studies.. haih.. everything also below average.. sighs...

i just wanna get away from it all..........

7 comments:

Unknown said...

hey..you sounded so negative..dun worry about chemistry ok? tht paper was hard for everyone, not just you n me..dont worry about it alright? just follow the flow, and everything will be fine..trust me..there will be something you want at the end of the road if you ever tried..dun worry k? just take it easy..

what? i am nt even sure if im gonna stay here or not next year..so, cut that crap first..and hang out more, and cherish the very few minutes that we are left with..=P

if you're not ok, remember what i said..you shall be fine..=)

*hugs*
=P

C-Q-!-$ said...

what if i didn't try?.. what if i just slacked the whole year?.. because thats what i did no matter how many times i told myself i wont ..

Unknown said...

yes you did..just believe in your self..you did something..dun feel that bad ok? its over and een if you regretted anythg there's nthg u can do..don't worry chris..have faith in yourself..

Anonymous said...

oi mr. nervous shivering style. kan you said you want to be like me so positive? be positive!! i'm sure u'll put thru it. (:

and apa la lu say u apa ni below average guitarist. kalau lu below average guitarist, i below beginning drummer lo. lu guitarist bagus bagus

lol me being the second language speaking english person!!

my eng cacat to the max pls! (yes esther i'm sure of that)

think positive chris!! *pats your back* come on, 2 more papers! you can do it!!! (: (:

thatha

C-Q-!-$ said...

heys tha tha.. keke.. about being positive. it;s hard.. havin that fear that i wont make it.. haih...

hmm.. maybe i should just try harder..haha..mrs ESL.. yea right second language.. lolz..

jasper and tha tha.. thanks for bein supportive.. glad u're still gonna be here next year tha tha... jasper ah.. hope la hope.. hehe.. thanks..*hugs*

Anonymous said...

hey chris come on, you are just what? 18!? Jerry C started playing guitar at 17!! And nw he's 26, and look at his successes? haha...don't say because no skill then knot, still young wad? and I believe you really can do it IF u want to, just believe in youself in everything you do (lol it rhymes....) anyway, forget anything at the momment and concentrate on EXAM!!! + U!!!

Anonymous said...

and yea, chem was hard = ="