birthday boy!!

to my true friend,
mr jing wen,
the poser,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!..
what more can be said about this man..
someone always there.

20 years old d!
have to stop playing with "toy cars".*winks*
keke..
my pressie will arrive shortly.. sorry.
may u live another year
of your life
filled with joys, laughter

no matter where you are or where ever you will be
know that u're always in my heart..
keke.. happy birthday old man..

anger

wat does a man do with anger?..
a modern man is trained to be a woman..
they are trained to hide it all inside..
just like me..
when will the day come when i can properly express anger?
when will the day come when i can stand my own ground..

.......

if u dont want me to care
.. fine.. i wont... ok?...
no need to come at me with beautiful words such as we need u to help keep this promise..
bull shit ok?..
u dont even take into account wat i say
i tried..
u guys dont want?.. fine..
i'll go be "immature"
.. i'll go be the one that "will never understand"
.. okkk????..
i wish u all the best.. honestly..

it;s decided.. i'm leaving...

my place of peace..

here comes a random post..

lately i've been thinking about myself a lot and i found out two main places that i can just really be at peace and just relax and get my mind of things.

1st: in the forrest/jungle?.. on a bike.. or even just trekking.. i feel so at peace

2nd: at any clear night looking at the stars..

it;s like almost 1 am now.. and i just suddenly thought of it. becoz of like.. exams and all. been feeling v stressed.. and i find that when i am either looking through the forest and gazing up at the stars i can really be at peace and forget all me problems for a while..

i think maybe it;s just the beauty of these two places. i just think to myself.. how beautiful these things are on earth that i can just stop and like.. "oh yeah.... thats awesome".. and then i think that if god can make these things on earth.. what will it be like in heaven?.. it'll just blow my socks off man.. last week pastor emanuel preached at UWA service. this here is a pastor that died.. "sorry i missed that wat did u say??".. yes.. he died and and rose from the dead.. and spent 7 earth days in heaven.. and oh my.. streets of gold.. guitars of gold.. drums with angel;s wings.. and i thouht some dots in the skies and a few logs of wood was awesome..

it's.. just.. just.. man.. wat are the words to describe it??.. how could he ??.. how did he??.. "awesome".... *goes to sleep*..

eye to eye

if we listen to each other's hearts,
we'll find we;re never too far apart,
and maybe love is the reason why,
for the first time ever,
we're seeing it eye to eye

lalalala..


goofy movie babeh!!..