bang.. chris falls.. gets up and goes to watch pirates.

today was rather sad. there was an interview today. All international students under 18 have this. u just go and they ask u questions about how u doing, ur budgeting. it was suppose to be last thursday, but i woke up late and missed my bus. so i had to reschedule it for today after classes.

So there i was, walking out of my applic class after going nuts with sarah at applic, walking happily thinking it would be just like any other interview. tok tok laugh laugh go home. But no, today was rather diff. I reached the ISO(international student office), opened the door, walked in. I could see Cynthia(student advisor) sititng there. "come in Chris, take a seat" she said. i was expecting a sort of smile from her. Well.. she did.. but it was a sort of different kind of smile. You can always tell a normal cheerfull smile from one thats telling u something bad is about to happen soon. I sat down.

I noticed a blue note stuck to the yellow paper that recorded my last visit. i could see 5 lines. i could imidiately tell it was my subjects and so on. She looked at me and said "Chris... what happened?.., you're failing ur applic and your calculus"....... there was silence. failing?.. those words hit me like a rock. failing.. She then continued to the other things that was all ok. but my mind was somewhere else. her voice started to fade into soft whispers and then silence. there in that silence, that word came like the sound of scratching nails on the blackboard .. fail... fail..failing..u wont be able to get into uni with these.....

what am i to do..put more effort....pray.. pray.....

well.. here's the not too sad part of today. Watched pirates. Hm.. turns out kiera knightly is not a slut. my bad. she did it to kill jack.. haha.. gets qutie complicated. so many twist. here betray there betray all betray. but of course. at the end of every movie like that is the good guys win. happy ending.......

find me.........FOUND!!

hmm.. this is just one of those days where i feel out of place. y'know. like somthing somewhere is not right. i feel so away from the world(not in a good way), so lost. well, i guess it's bcoz of my studies. it's like i feel i'm not putting enough effort into my studies. and i'm trying. but i'm really scared for this semester exam.. it;s either i get my results up or they drop. and it cant drop. sigh.. well. it's stressing. i dun know why but i'm lacing the motivation. well... theres only one way to the top. pray pray.. I CAN DO IT!!.

well.. besides that i guess there is some good too.. i'm going to watch pirates tomorrow!(oh gawd, what am i saying)some people said it was too long and too confusing. lol cant wait!!..

tomorrow will be a better day!!.. (i hope)..


oh yea.. try to get more people to comment.. wahaha.. whoever happens to see this.. T.T

L!F3 !$ GUD

hmm.. lately life has been going quite well. i went to the gym today. haha.. i feel so proud of myself. cause since winter it has been to cold to go out cyling so i just sit at home all day playing com and study till "super sien already". so me and my sis just signed up for the gym. haha. after signing up for a week, we didn;t go at all. cannot!!.. so i force her to force me to go.. so we went together.. lol..

besides that, i'm also looking for a house. me and my sis wanna move out already. looking for place now. huhu..sounds so easy.. but it;s not.. huhu.. then sis has to get a car some more.. haih..
ANYONE KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ANYWHERE GOT HOUSE PLEASE LET ME KNOW..!!

yeah.. so lifes good.. lol.. sry if i blog too crap.. me lono how to brog..

first time blog

hello to the all.. wazzup.. hmm.. this is my first time blogging and me got no clue what to write.. so. jasper's the one who got me to start blogging... lol. who's jasper u ask?. my good buddy.. endless laughs with him. keke.. gosh i feel so awkward blogging. purpose of this blog?.. hm.. blog lo.. erm.. a place to share..erm.. hmm... what to talk abt?..

school!!

me now is studying at the canning college.. hehe.. where the jasper studying too.. hmm.. skipped spm to come here half year then do foundation this year. um.. school's fun sometimes but so freaking tiring some days.. like today end at 5.. like gonna die.. wakaka.. hm.. doing physics,chem,app math, calc, and ELACS(the class jasper sleeps in).. lol.. hm..

what i like?

hehe.. me is like the GUITARS!!!.. and bicycles.. and cars and bikes.. and... um.. reading.. yeah.. i read.. hm.. i like being around friends..

what i dont like?.

being left out.. T.T ...um.. being ignored.. =.= ... i dont like bitter food..keke...

hm.. guess thats all for first post.. keke.. ciaoz