all the wrong things at the wrong time

sighs. I just don't know whats wrong with me. Everyone is like so worked up about the exams and all. It's not that i'm not. i really am. but i dont know why i'm not doing anything about it. i went out for band prac then i just reached home. everytime i look at my book i just feel so blur.

i dont know what i will do if i dont get into engineering next year. just thinking of it makes me so so very sad. haiz. i wish time will just freeze for a few weeks and let me catch up with it. i know i can do so much more.. so much better.. but i just cant concentrate. i'm just so lacking the motivation and i don't know what to do about it. sighs..

HELP!!!!

random random

exams exams exams!!!.. sad.. the exams are starting this exams and what am i doing?. still blogging.. haih.. it;s true when they say that during the time when exams come. we do the things that we dun normally do. lol.. it;s been so long since i blog.. exams coming suddenly i feel like blogging.. haha.. at least i finished the past year papers. i didn;t even finish doing the help sheets for calc and applic. omg.. T.T kurai kurai.. sad sad.. and i still have to move stuff to new house!!.. *faints*..

since i'm so bored i decide to post pics.. hehe.. hm.. lets see.. we start with jasper sleeping in ELACS class.. yes.. this is how he sleeps.. lol..

...zzzzzz...
















...oh look.. here's another one...

haha... ok.. oh yea.. this is my new place. eke.. 57B bishopsgate, carlisle..(i think thats how u spell it..









this is the outside lor

















..and then there;s the kitchen where i will
be doing all the cooking.. mmm i can
smell the food already...


















..eke.. and my new room!!.. ^^












haih.. k ler.. gtg go study now.. haha.. ciaoz!.

b'day b'day b'day

hehe.. i always thought my blog post were too short. since Aileen said it was too wordy i will cut short. keke..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASPER!.. haha.. hope u liked the present.. and the song(though i messed up like half of it) fingers were shaking too intensely to be able to play.. haha. me and my nervousness.. sad sad.. keke.. hope u had a good 18th year of life.. lol.. (omg.. lame thing to say?) haha.. so tell me.. how do u feel being OLD!!!.. lol.. kidding kidding.. 19 still young. lol.. i wanna stay 17!!.. huhu.. T.T okok.. study time... exams coming.. T.T

studies--birthdays--travels

hello again. hmm... it has been a while sinsce i blogged.. lol been busy. With what?.. don ask..sad sad. So..this week was pretth much boring. i slacked off the last 3 days and i feel so guilty now.*sighs* i'm having aplic test on thursday and what am i doing?. anything but studying. That is just sad. Starting tomorrow have to liao. gambateh!..no more.. anyone who read this and know me pls frce me to study whenever u see me.. lol.. just smack my head and put a book in front of me. gworsh..no more movies for a while.

well.. at least during this slack period i learned a new song.. tommy emanuel-antonella's birthday. haha.. I was planning to play this for jasper on thursday( cause he keeps telling everyone it;s his birthday lol)keke..but i cant learn it in time..so.. yea.. i already got his present and it's a ***** ******.. haha..now people are torturing him by not telling him what we got for him. keke.. well.. i am not very good at wrapping so i'll just leave it in the box. it doesn;t look bad with the box either.. jasper..u'll just have to figure out on thursday.. ahaha

well.. me leaving to see my parents on the 7th of july. The thought of seeing my parents is comforting. but the travels is sad. lose 4 days to travel to the states, all siting in a plane sit( hopefully not behind some crying kid). but ok ler.. hehe. get to see Mi and D..hehe..miss them so much... here they are :

hehe.. so who do i look like more?.. hehe..

definately got my dad;s size.

what??. why u little.......

i was walking home from the bus stop with my housemate. Suddenly, we walked pass this group of AB people(children most of them) They just went pass at first. Later i heard "nice Ipod", then they turned back and started to walk towards us. my house mate was listening to my Ipod so they came and like.. wanted to take it. like wanting to hold it to see what was on and then run away with it. keke..imidiately take and keep in bag. i just ignored them. Later on they started asking for money. like in a very rude way. This isn;t the first time btw. So me and my housemate just continue to ignore them and walk home. we realised they just keep following us all the way. we just took another road until they eventually stopped following us. It's so annoying. this isn;t the first time either. last year when i was playing basketball these AB kids started coming to grab the ball and play like it;s their own. so i just cin cai lo.. just play play with them. then i wanted to go home they like not happy adey. then as i walked they started throwing stones. few hit my leg.no biggy.. just scratches.. but keke.. just taunt them back.hm..there was even this day when i was walking to the bustop and i saw this 5-6 year old AB kid sitting at a corner swearing at the people that passed that area. it's so.. rude.. if this happened back in malaysia they would be missing all their teeth.. lol.. sad sad....

W33kEnd M0V!3

holiday!!!.. (is over......).. had a four day weekend. Was fun, but so fast. huhu.. few more weeks and we have our semester exams. gosh.. someone save me. the first 3 days were completely uneventful. totally boring. hehe..finally, today(monday) i went movie with a girl with 3 names.. lol.. amanda nicole panda.

keke.. stupid me thought that today the shops will be open.. i reach the bus stop in front of the food court at carousel and i was like.. " oh shyt" no car at all.. i saw some poeple working on the door to the food court. so i walked to the other side and i was like.. thank god got cars.. go till inside.. thank god the cinema open. but then nothing else was open cept for box 3, hans cafe, and some book store.. keke..so i went to get the tickets.THE MASSENGER!!.. haha.. Then i call amanda at 12.. she reach at 2.15.. lol.. i dont mind at all amanda.,. don worry about it.. so i went to the arcade.. lol.. DAYTONA.. it;s been like 1 year since i last played. lol.. and i still sucked at it. played some shooters.. went to read books.. lol.. then amanda came.. then we went to eat at han's cafe.. keke.. talk a lot.. amanda was trying to convert all the food prices.. and u can see her jaw drop.. so we ate.. she had golden prawns.. i had chili chicken rice.. yum yum..

took picture before movie started

she said she was never early for movies so go early lo..and she don wan let me pay for drinks.. huhu.. feel bad ler.. lol.. first time amanda was introduced to free seating.. keke.. movie started.. haha.. the opening movie started. so there was this scene where it;s all black and white. like a flashback. first thing i heard is " oh my gosh".. lol.. i look to my left and there she was covering her face..haha.. this happened at every creppy scene..haha.. i was just laughing at her..keke..next time i'll bring u to watch more horror movies amanda.. lol..

so after that come home.. she had to wait 1 hour le.. feel bad leaving her wait bus 1 hour something. kurai.. so reach home.. and thats it for the weekend.. lol.. had a great time at movies..